nothing ever goes according to plan
Pt 1.
today i realized, that i’m not the only one. and this has been a lie. i’m upest, i’m frustrated. and i feel sick. i don’t know what to do, nor what to say. you hurt me so much. and i can’t think straight. this has been the hardest thing for me, and now i feel like i’ve wasted four months on someone who has been going behind my back the whole time. was anything you said true? please just tell me you meant some of it. because i can’t take this. my fragile heart feels as if its breaking in half. i want to scream and cry right now. you were the one.
Pt 2.
what is broken, can be restored. i have to take a step back and really look at what happened today. because, it started off, so terrible. but, i think i just needed this. because now, i know that no matter what happens, we can pull through, and make it. i love you. i always have. and i always will. that will never ever change. i live and breathe for you. you complete this fragile heart of mine, and are the only one that can keep it safe, today, it just got bruised, but, its better now. thank you for everything. love always remains.
