here i am
i’m finally in chicago, how crazy is this. i’m finally in the same place as you, and you’re no where to be found. this is terrible. we made plans for this week though, yayay :)
i get so nervous just thinking about you, and when we finally do meet. i’m terrified of the outcome, and that you won’t think of me the same, or that you just won’t like me. its terrible. i love you so much, and i don’t want to mess up anything.
i honestly feel like i’m home right now, i want to move here so badly. kelsey and i are most definetly moving here when we get out of school. i love it here, so much. i still can’t believe i almost saw you todaaaay. i was like, so terrified. idk. its like, so exciting, and i want it to happen more than anything, then again, i’m just so scared i won’t be this fantastic person you made me out to be or something. all i know, is that no matter what happens, i’m going to look you straight in the eye, and tell you that i love you. and kiss you so passionately. you don’t know how long i have waited for that moment. you really don’t.
i’m so ready for thursday. i love you. till the day that i leave this earth. i swear it.
