life
I finally feel like I have figured out what I want to do with my life. Who I want to be with, and what my plans are. I am trying so hard to rush along with school now. To get three years done in a year and a half. To be seventeen, and graduated. Then move out to Baltimore with you. Spend all my days with you. Hugging and kissing you. Sleeping with you every night. Waking up to your face. I can’t help but look forward to this so much. I know that it’s going to be hard. I know that. But it wouldn’t be worth it or even be real if it wasn’t. I’m willing to do whatever it takes to be with you for as long as I can. From the day we met, I thought about what my life would be like a year from now. What I would become. I want to be something— for you. I love you with my whole heart, and I honest to God, cannot picture spending my life with anyone else but you. I have tried to see it with other people, but you’re the one that I want, and I know will continue to make me happy. You have never let me down. I realize that now. I am going to have to work so hard, and I am trying to work on everything now so that I can be with you as soon as possible. But I really do think that it will be for the best. I just want to be with you everyday. You have turned my life around, and have made me become a stronger person. For myself, and for everyone else around me. You have made me realize that if I don’t start taking responsibility for my life right now, I will never make anything of myself. You believed in me, when I didn’t believe in myself. You were there for me through all of my hardships and some of the worst times that I have been through. I love you so much. I can’t wait to start a life together. Soon. Thank you for everything, you have saved me.
